"Where has the time gone?"
.... almost eight months here and I'm questioning the life I created and the one I put on pause.
I knew the Inevitable would happen for a few months, but I didn't see this coming as soon as it's happening. two weeks ago I was given the news that caught me off guard and would ultimately continue the previous life I once lived.
I'm heading home May 10th after my Disney College Program.
Now at first I didn't know how to write this post
because I was legitimately sad I'm not gonna lie.... but instead of
making this a pity party where I eat ice cream all day in the hopes of
gaining a six pack, I'm gonna change it up.
Lets rewind a quick second though....
months
ago I went through the consideration of staying here in Florida. I was
more than happy with creating memories both at work and outside of work
with amazing friends who I met from all over the world, but after much
thought and "big boy" decisions, I decided to go home finish school,
take care of student loans and make a big future investment for myself
because I know my 35 year old self will kick my 21 year old self if I
don't do this.
knowing
this I decided that I prolong my stay here for as long as my college
program would be. With the hopes of being able to stay here through the
summer till August, I neglected to prepare for the worst..... my
extension was denied. A little taken back from this I went from an extra
three months to one month....
With
the help of some really amazing friends I've had here for months and
ones I met recently over the last few weeks I made the last couple weeks
something extremely special to me. And now.... with two weeks
officially left till I pause this current life to press "play" on my
previous life I'm slowly realizing the results of insomnia, but the
resulting memories are 100% worth it.
from
crazy night adventures with the group from "down under", to a hatter who
took one too many trips down the rabbit hole, there seems to never be a
dull moment in my life. And when the dancing bears and chipmunks pass,
"wanna know a secret? promise not to tell?" "all you need is faith,
trust.... and a little pixie dust" to help you finish one chapter of
your life and go on to continue the next.
"no one looks back on their life and remembers the nights they got plenty of sleep"
lets make the next two weeks worth remembering
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